

MistakenMistaken, thats what I am Too much time spent searchingMistaken
Without explanation Seeking refuge and comfort
from the place where I was taken
For even as the images they are flood my mind
In the darkness of my own self taught solitude The reality of their truths cut deep into my spirit Until I find no use for myself but to ...to what? Even now my mind searches for a resolution, an end Though my soul knows no end will be found My time is not near to find rest
In my anger I thrash out,
scratching and screaming
at an all but forgotten enemy Onl


The raceI cant seem to get this out of my mindThe race
Memories flood me while I sing Trying to avoid them I get louder Until no longer singing I scream
Begging for some sort of refuge
Knowing there is not an escape As if I'm marked by that word
not "victim" not "attacked" but RAPE Its as if everyone could clearly see it
etched into my face making escape impossible
I find myself in a constant race
Running to the point of exhaustion
Once again failing, falling Then retreating into my
Silent, black, space.
7/30/06 Marie


My WorldI'm lost in a worldMy World
I refuse to call my own
But still its worst attributes define me
The anger I once loathed
Has become my only release The single excuse I cling to for refuge
I throw my shield up
Against even the peace seekers Those offering a friendly hand Are among the ones likely to get burned.
I wish only to accept them
Smiling and appreciating their words but instead I simply acknowledge them
knowing that within me
that anger still burns.
8/5/06 Marie


DoubtThere it was I saw it that silent flash of doubt I know you dont believe it or me Again I'm left without Standing there I'm emptyDoubt
Having been poured out
Drained I'm searching desperatly
Grasping at my sanity
Wishing ever so silently
For someone who understands
You cannot smell the stench of their flesh
You cannot feel the pain
The sinking feeling deep in your gut
Once you know they wont show restraint To know that they're feeling pleasure while you're feeling pain To know they must've planned this out
So you couldn't see their face(
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*dingding* RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- hug 6 other people
4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started hugging right away...!
Or change hug with hi five...that works...
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Living daily in a world I dare not call my own, for fear that it will shatter and I'll be left once again, in the void, that empty place of asylum I once created for myself.
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Living daily in a world I dare not call my own, for fear that it will shatter and I'll be left once again, in the void, that empty place of asylum I once created for myself.
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OMG THAT IS AWESOME!!!!
It's ok you didn't send me anything because you are an honest giving person. ^_^
Oh...btw.... I'm in Houston. =x
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